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30 August 2024

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 Again, I'm here cause I'm lost ... why dont i just fucking disappear  ?? huh?? i feel like there is so much to do but there really not much for me to do .... oh fuck i dont wanna complaint anymore but what do i do now??? im not as same as before and i feel disgusted looking at myself cause wtf am i doing with my life?? I told my friend that i wanna drop out of the college this year so in response he said,"Why did you get into college in the first place when you wanted to drop out??? The college seat you have could be used for someone who really wanted it" and i feel like now i wanna ask god why did he give me this soul and body when this could be given to someone who really needed it!!!!!!!!!!!....nvm i will stop yapping now and will try to work on this fucking life god gave me cause i dont wanna waste it!!!!!!!! This is me in the college which i dont wanna continue anymore cause im a LOSER im running away from my problems !!!!!!! I'm NOT a loser and i should not...

18 JULY 2024

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Today we are really good food and while we were eating I thought of going to a restaurant not all by myself obviously. We all decided to go Cafe coffee day in Rajouri Saturday as I thought it would be a great ideas since she won't have to think for school lunches after eating in restaurant as the next is evidently gonna be weekend. Let's see how to it goes .

1JUNE 2024

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Hi!!! I cooked golgappe today hehe 🀭 also that tasted pretty good now ik that I can cook good, too . Also, this is holi's picture πŸ˜‹

29 MAY 2024

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Hi. I tried ramen for the second time??? this time it was cheese ramen . I will try to write this as much as i can but who knows when am i gonna suddenly forget about this and stop writing this. Who knows?? heheπŸ’œπŸŒ€   I, actually my family had this puppy but i was so scared of her, my siblings randomly picked her from road, however she is not with us anymore as she is with bua in Mumbai. Now, i look at her, i find her so adorable but back then i was scared of her . Also. the day before yesterday Khushi called me and asked me to return her book (stats eco book) . We talked normally as if we didn't just cut each other off months ago, I think I should've cut them off way before specially Esha . I'm not going to give explanations, just letting you know that I was hurt when i found out Esha was the one messing up things . If she can betray her friends of eight years then who am I to even question anything ???????????? Whatever , enough for today.BYE.

28 MAY 2024

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Hi. I'm Alisha, I'm 18 years old and I like to dance πŸ’— . There is a lot of things I want to do but I don't know how to actually start doing them so, I'm here writing this blog to give life a little chance and become better (I'm lazy so this is my of trying to be productive).