30 August 2024
Again, I'm here cause I'm lost ... why dont i just fucking disappear ?? huh?? i feel like there is so much to do but there really not much for me to do .... oh fuck i dont wanna complaint anymore but what do i do now??? im not as same as before and i feel disgusted looking at myself cause wtf am i doing with my life?? I told my friend that i wanna drop out of the college this year so in response he said,"Why did you get into college in the first place when you wanted to drop out??? The college seat you have could be used for someone who really wanted it" and i feel like now i wanna ask god why did he give me this soul and body when this could be given to someone who really needed it!!!!!!!!!!!....nvm i will stop yapping now and will try to work on this fucking life god gave me cause i dont wanna waste it!!!!!!!! This is me in the college which i dont wanna continue anymore cause im a LOSER im running away from my problems !!!!!!! I'm NOT a loser and i should not...